Finally got my office more or less set up here at my new place in California.
It is paradise living in a house up the street from a beach, and with hiking trails just up the hill... I wish we owned this place, and weren't renting! It's even better, to be away from our former very nosey landlady and in a standalone house with lots of privacy (whew!).

I'm studying to get certified as a personal trainer thru the ASCM, which is supposedly the most difficult and most respected orgnization.

Modeling has also picked up. I made a new rates sheet ...


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... so I've discovered stats and tracking counters on my webpages... interesting to see where people come from... and what gets picked up! I'm careful to tag my images, so, so far I've not found any online which have NOT been linked back to my site (hey, it raises the link-er's google rank, and since my tag is already on there.... )... though seeing that some "Teensex" blog linked to my erotic site was very amusing (do I look like a teenie bopper?).

I've been getting more into the nerdy parts of website and graphics.

Got nearly burned out for a while with some personal issues, relationship issues, and feeling pulled in all different directions as far as the modeling and stuff goes.

The thing is, that I am NOT an exhibitionist.

I am an artist with MY body.

People who don't respect ...


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Last night was hell.
Really.
I was starting to have mixed feelings about the Dominatrix idea since I went to a training seminar which was how to conduct a session. I felt that too much emphasis was placed on the customer wanking off at the end and that there was a little too much touching involved for my comfort. Apparently alot of customers want their balls tied up and to be done with a strap on (or dildo atleast).

Not really what rocks my boat. Ask any guy I've ever been with if I've even ONCE suggested the idea of fucking HIS ass for a ...


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Apparently the downstairs neighbors are moving and it's "all my fault".
Apparently the chick who thinks she is our landlady found my erotic site RealJessie.com
Apparently she is already worried that March rent will not get paid.

The "problems":

1. This apartment has cheap white berber carpeting with no padding. What does THIS mean? This means that sound travels far and wide. Bird shit (or coffee spills or normal dirt) can't be simply vaccuumed up.

... So they've heard a few "shows" that I've given my members... I'm sorry, I get really ...


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Last night I got out my cockatoos and played with them. They can smell a camera from a mile away and can always tell when mine is on.
... Since I sometimes take them on photoshoots, they associate cameras with LOTS of attention and LOTS of peanuts.
I am using a 10 dollar webcam I got off amazon- do a search for "tiny camera" under electronics. It is the BEST. Almost as good as my camcorder (which I use for my other site). This tiny webcam totally beats out the logitech quick cam which cost me 60 bucks.
Anyway- I got a shoot today. I really dont want to do it. It's 2 hours away and I really just want ONE DAY ALONE.
Oh well- maybe tomorrow :)
Have a great day!
Jessie


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